Will we last?..

Reading your past blog about your love life. I didn't mind. I didn't get all work up and i even make fun of you.:( I'm sorry if i reminded you about the past. I'm sorry for always hurting you. And i found out something...:'( You havent forgotten her. How foolish i am thinking you'll forget about her. How foolish i am to think you love me only. I guess i am the inbetween person, i shouldn't have came into your life. It was a mistake. Maybe you two might end up together and happy together. And wont qurrel or fight. I feel like i'm just being used. To forget someone you tried forgetting but cant...:'( I feel like an idiot, asshole, patatic, stupid and useless like a piece of junk. Having you to forget her is an impossible mission. I know. I feel like i'm just a replacement. I'm such a stupid fool. Thinking you love me truely. Guess what?! ALL THIS IS RUBBISH! You never love me once!:'( You would never know how much it hurts knowing the truth. You didn't like me nor love me. Through we are together. I'm a nobody to you. I'm a piece of junk. I'm someone to be there with you when you're bored. Fuck this. YOU CHEATED MY FEELINGS!!!:'( I can never replace that girl in your heart. I'm useless without you. I rather die then to be alive anymore..:'( Leave me alone to fade...:'( Don't take pity on me! I Love you like how couple treat each other. What do i get?! Nothing! I don't wanna face you anymore. After all i'm a USELESS JUNK TO YOU!!:[