Christmas(not looking forward to)

It's going to be christmas! Don't really have the mood through...:/ where did the christmas spirit go?!?! SIGHHHH! All i want is to spend quaility time with you!:'( It's so hardddddd!:'( Everytime when i ask you i don't get it why must you ask her to come along to?! Is like all you want is to spend time with her! Oh wells! Nevermind! I don't like forcing ppl... So forget it... This christmas is me and myself... My plan for christmas(Fail) As usual... Not surprise my plan failed anyway... Hiax... Not the first time! Sighh!:) Smile is the best disguise i guess...:) So i will smile on the outside and pretend i'm happy...Gtg grandma house to eat tangyaun! YUM! YUM! Through i don't have the appetitide to eat... Hopefully i don't give them bad mood and just pretend everything is perfect!:) Bye!:) (Sacrastic smile) LOL!