It's been 2weeks leaving life alone... You're doing great with a new girl... Me? Putting on a mask every single day of my life... Sighhhh!:( I thought to myself 'out of the billion people, why still you?' Oh wells, guess i'm #foreverstupidgirl. And #forever alone:/ What's done cannot be erase. I guess i would be so called 'secret admire'>< CHEYYYY!:/ Oh whatever!>< I'M SO DEAD! I cant think properly now!:/ AND THE WHOLE WORLD REMINDS ME OF YOU! WHATEVER I DO!:'( SIGHHHH! I sleep with my bearbear now!:( Hug it everytime i go to bed.. IMissYouVeryBadly. But, you miss her very badly:( Use to smell your jacket before i sleep and after i wake up but return it to you:( SO now more your smell:( Oh wells...:( Sighhh! Sometimes i wonder if you still have feelings for me... And then i think to myself again WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU LIKE ME, THIS TYPE OF PERSON NOT WORTH! FUCKING UGLY! AND EVERYTHING! I pretend my teddybear is you... I have even gone insane!:/ Talking to my teddybear thinking i'm talking to you and stuff...:/ Laughing... Thinking about memories we had and tears would flow down... It's just me bah... Goodnight<3
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