Boredom Stricks!...

Yesturday was 8.8.11!!! Our 5th month! And as while as our school celebration for singapore birthday!!! =] Hmmm, was not all that bad... The celebration was fine... And it's better after the celebration... Except the part where you go super hyper! That was scary! HAHAHA! But still, i had lots of fun... Till i had to leave and go home... :( Shouldn't have left early, but i know if i don't go home you would go home so late... Impossible! Later i'm afraid something happen to you...>< Sigh... everything was fine till what your mum said...:( Though we shouldn't be together... but i cant, without you there wouldn't be a me today...:'( I keep messaging you but you didn't replied, i thought you were angry or something... And when i called you pick up surely not fallen asleep... I called cuz, i was afraid...:( I asked you why didn't you message me back? you said why must i replied... That's why my mood started to change...:'( I didn't want to talk so i said nothing much! I'm gonna sleep now. Bye! And off the phone. Guess what? I cried myself siliently to sleep... Hees... And today bored much!!! Waiting for your message... guess today wasn't meant for you and me to message each other due to you hanging out with your friends and i shall not disturb you anymore... I Shouldn't be disturbing you right from the start yet i keep doing it... Why?! IHATEMYSELF! :[ From now on i tell myself whenever you're with your friends i would never message you even reply you. If i message you, i'll feel super bad... Like, I cant always have you by myside talking to me you need your own space and time. I understand i really do! BYEBYE!