BAD DREAM OR REALITY ?!

Having difficulties sleeping this few days... I keep having a very very bad dream! Kill me now! Guess what i dream>? You together with someone else i you leaving me?!?! Is that gonna happen?! AFRAID!! But i cant stop you from loving someone...Lets just say If alright? 'IF' you like or maybe even love someone and love me no more...tell me would you? I don't wish to be kept in the dark yeah? Sigh...to tell you honestly... I'M FREAKING NOT READY!! Tell me what i'm i suppose to do?? Sigh...): All i could say, is all the best between you and her yeah? Last long...through in my heart is breaking still...all the times i spent together with you i thank you for all those wonderful momeories you gave me...I hereby, wish you all the best...(IF) See the smile on my face is fake... I'm feeling very very very cold down here... You're on my heart just like a tatoo!