Missing you is all i do!

Suppose to meet you this morning waited for you for, 40min+ Haha! But, you didn't turn up... I thought i wouldn't be able to see you and started to emo...)': Guess what? I cried for hours in the toliet yesturday when you fall asleep... Hiax... Anyway, today manage to see you as you went to school... The first time i saw you i was so happy and wave at you but sadly you didn't see me you were jumping around like some monkey! Haha! But nevermind...as long as you're happy i'm happy!(: Then, after school Cried and cried over and over again! Throw my phone! I couldn't bare for you to leave...)': I beg you not to leave even through i know it's impossible...sigh... Come home talking to you and i cried silently hopefully you didn't hear me crying... I MISS YOU SO BADLY RIGHT NOW! You know how much it hurts you leaving?! Even writting this blog is so hard dropping tears...tell me what to do? I feel like shouting! Shouting out all my emotions! WHY?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess this few this would be a lonely me...)': Without you i'm nothing... It's tough but i'm trying to get use to you leaving... Hope you're doing fine... I try not thinking where you are tonight and following days but i cant! Cuz, baby...I miss you so freaking badly! I hurt, i'm in pain! Come and kiss me to cure the painfulness in me! I wanna hear your voice so badly right now... IMISSYOU!!!  13 MORE DAYS! And now i feel s through as i'm dying... i can't hold on anymore!)':