Thursday, 7 July 2011
Thought it would be fine, but yet is a suckest day...)':
Went school with you! At first was fine, you fetch me all the way up class. I was like in a good mood! Until, during asembly... when there is some hongkong ppl came to our school for some presentation and staff...== Could hear your voice very loudly...HAHA! That's when it started to suck like seriously! You said one of the girl over there that is presenting very chio... Am like yeah okay! I don't really bother at first! But, why must you said it twice and i'm like wts really. I wanted to say you cheat my feelings... and i'm like thinking nah... so i said yeah, i know her then i intro to you okay? But, in my heart i could even hear my heart about to tear into pieces i tried hiding my emotions cuz, i know you're just trying to make me JEALOUS! Guess what?! Congrats! You mange to make me feel that way! You said you were just kidding... You might seem like a joke to you, but you know how much it hurts so much having you to say those words about others?! I don't mind you saying someone chio cuz, everyone is(except me). But, Imagine if i would to say I hate you, and i love someone else... I might say is a joke but in the other hand that person that i said it to feel deeply hurt. That's how i feel!! You know that feeling is like SHIT! Seriously... After that, i totally no mood...== Can die... Got scolding for each and every lesson... don't really bother... First is mr low for dunno what also, second is mr lee... for not doing homework... third is ms soroma! And i got scolded for no reason! WTF! She say what she observe me very long and staff say i always sleep when is not even true lor! I put my head down cuz, i'm reading the book and she acuse me wrongly... i'm like yar lar... whatever... And my friends kenna scolding for using phone in class and they all suspect is i tell... Why would i wanna tell like fuck! really! If i tell teacher got medal to win?? No right?! And i admit i use phone too... so why must i tell YESH!>;/ Serious lar! Today fucking sucks! And my mind was all full of your words that you say... I was like argggggg! Why cant you just not say anything and make me feel so shit right now!... ;/ Sigh...)': And whatever you said is like i dunno why but i cant seem to believe it's true, not like how i used to believe it is! Gossh! I fucking feel like shit! I feel like crying so badly but i hold back my tears until now! And i guess tonight i'm just have to cry myself to sleep or else i wouldn't be able to sleep...)':
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